I Feel trapped in my own mind

Day by day,
I stand idle behind the door,
looking at the locks mounting on each other,
trapped inside and I don’t know what to do
anymore.

I am a prisoner in my own dreams, in my own world.
I have been comfortable far too long in my so called
comfort zone’, I am weak.
Afraid to admit and too afraid to face my fears,
hard to express, but the words are written on my tears.

It never crossed my mind,
if I could or if I should break the silence.
Maybe I can’t do it or maybe I need guidance.

A question always comes into my mind and has become
a nuisance.
What If?!

What If,
the reason I am trapped in my own mind,
is because I am afraid to face the world, to feel real pain,
to fall and never get back up?
What If,
the reason I am trapped in my own mind,
is because I am far too damaged to heal?

After all, only a man of courage sees a door where the cowards think there’s no way.
Well, I guess I will never know until I try.

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